Hi Ebb ❤,

As you would know, I am not a big believer in saying sorry because it's just words and people use them all the time without any real action or change. As you said yesterday, saying sorry now at this point when things have gone this far is not enough to change anything that I have done. The truth is I fucked up, BIG TIME. There's no way to sugar coat it. You have expressed to me countless times how I have ignored the best thing to happen to my life and I can see that I've pushed you this far without even realizing what I have done.

The damage I've done is regrettable, truly I'm sorry and I wish now I had the opportunity to see my mistakes when it mattered. I am not using this as an excuse but I would like to say that as my first serious relationship as an adult, I still have a lot to learn about how to treat my partner and best friend, it's a work in progress and I am willing to take the time to make myself better. After all you said yesterday I will take stock and try to learn from the mistakes I've made. I know it will not happen over night but I will have to make the adjustments necessarily to be a better partner.

I am not saying goodbye but I can understand why we need to take time apart to deal with our issues and I'm willing to do my part. So I would like to say thank you from the bottom of my heart for everything you have done so far, I've learned alot about myself and caring and loving you last year was the absolute highlight of my 2022 despite the shortfalls. Not having you around started to feel like I'm losing oxygen and it was getting harder and harder to breathe and I acted out, that is the simplest way I can try to explain it.

Even if we never speak again I would like u to have these 12 roses as a token of my appreciation which represent each month we have been together as well as to show I'm not just about words, but I really want us to have another shot sometime in the future. I can promise you for sure that I will always be here for you no matter what.

Rey